FIT ME NOT

“Title: Fit me Not – I live in the universe of unlikely. The veil not touched by reality and truth – where certainties lie within my subjective thoughts and bizarre imaginings. If I were to venture forth the insanity the world has become, I’d sure crumble and fold. And so, I was hidden, reclusive and withdrawn. I comfort myself with the thought that I’m a freak of the universe and somehow, I was special. It’ll be the world’s greatest loss to not have me and marvel at the potential I could’ve become. And I waited for years on end and protest against the exclusion of minorities. I could’ve been a freak but special – how else one is supposed to live a life worth a dime (I told myself)? Each day is lonelier than it felt last. Whilst if I were to be found alas! It could’ve been spent. I’ll trade the world to undo how “special” I am if it meant I could belong. “